So it looks like, in the end of the summer, I will have a real normal job. ^.^ But I'm still afraid what if they change they mind. X"D But still....this is a good thing.
But in the meanwhile I'm really in a huge dilemma.....I was thinking yesterday about Imaginaerum (my comic), on my way to home. And I.....I have to admit, that it's not good.
I want this story to be huge, and good. I have the storyline in my head, but I'm afraid it will be too personal.....way too personal. Just looking at the characters.....Anette is one of them. And I won't change her, because the whole story was inspired by Imaginearum album, and this album was singed by her, it's her merit too, that this album could born. And the whole story has little holes in it, what makes the whole thing so....bad.....I have a good (if I can say that) idea, but then I should continue and I'm stucked.
And then again it turns out to me, that it's way too personal....and if ever the Nightwish could read it (I want to send them, so there is a chanse X"D) I think they would be so mad, and they would be right.....How dare I draw and write something what I do not know.....OR they would be just like: "Meh, another little fangirl made another little childish story etc." I don't want that. I don't want it to look like a dumb fanfiction. (no offense) *sighs* When did I start it?....2 years ago. I have a lot of work with it.
This is the biggest problem with me. XD I have 1,2,3,4....7 story in my head half done. :"DDD I never finish them, tough I want it. X"D
I must do them. All of them....